one starbucks night.

funny talaga.
from cyndee -> silly.
"hey silly. =))"

mom's beeday. and so much more.

grbe.. kpgod.. nging official photographer na ata ko ngaung gabi.. waha..

so today i went to madocs for our orientation... yyyyeeep. madocs na ko. so byebye na to my dreams @ dasma. ohwell.. ill deal. went there with edu.. den bumped into ej demesa and cadiz twins.. who knew they were gonna study there also? so there. we got our section and sched na rin. classmates kmi ni edu and ej. weeee. pahirapan ako pagkuha ng sked. nkapost lan kc sa bulletin board den u hafta copy it. mejo labo ng pagkakopya nmin. kya ayun, pinicturan nlan nmin. nyahaha. pwde na, pag izoom mo kita nman. d nga lng nakuha ung saturday sked! waah. so yea, monday till saturday ang classes. mostly 7-3...

so wen i got home.. i txted char kng san gmk.. la xa gmk kya ayun, pnpnta ko nlan sa haus. sbi ko save me from the elderly. lol. kaya mahal na mahal ko si terol eh. to the rescue! ahahaha... labyu! anyway laftrip ung party tlga... kakaiba eh.. noh terol? =p ahaha.

alone with char @ the salas + magic sing on the table = ill leave it to you to think.

hahahaha. laftrip. 50 - you have to do a little more effort. nyahaha.70 - not bad? lol...

btw.. i did take char's advice.... sbi nya youll never find the right one unless you give them a chance.. i do give them chances... its just that... theyre not him. theyre not the one im really looking for. so the hardest part is always when you have to say to the guy that he's not the one. that you dont feel the same way he feels about you. nakakatakot sabihin sakanila kc baka isipin nila bkt gnun.. prang pinaasa mo lng..

oh sorry na...

i did it before already to this guy, and believe me.. saying it infornt of him isnt easy.

damn.

its also hard for my part to see him hear it. he couldnt even look at me that time.. he got all teary eyed and he did try really hard not to show his emotion. but he didnt succeed on that. he went home... and texted me later that night and said.....

"maybe youre just a bitter-sweet memory."

ouch...

and now its all happening again.. theres this guy.. who says i love you.. i miss you... thankyou so much for spending your time with me. im so happy.

he's happy alright... but deep inside of me i wasnt. twas getting hard for me to see him happy already when in fact im not sure of my feelings for him. im not sure if i can give back what he gives me.

sobra eh.

and here i go again, baka sabihin pinapaasa ko nnman. pinapaasa ko nga ba?

hindi. hindi ko gagawin yun.

sbi kc give a chance. i gave. but... hindi parin tlga.

hindi ko maintindhan kung bkt hindi... hndi nman ako mapili. pro xempre.. ayaw ko rin nman kasi madaliin, kung hindi tlga, di wag.. wag pilitin.. kasi sbi ko sa sarili ko.. i want my first to be really special. and i dont care how long it takes for me to find him.

and yea, sbi nila hindi mo makikita siya kapag lalo mong hinahanap. im searching in a way that i consider dating.

well..

thankyou.. for everything that has been. you showed me how beautiful the world is. you took me to the place i love. you took me all the way... but it isnt just right to be with you.. and i cant lie.. ill just be lonely then if i do..

thankyou.. this summer has been great..

really..

i dunno...

i just dont think i deserve you, cos you deserve someone who can love you the way you love me... and it isnt me..

im sorry.. i cant be the girl youd want to have.. youll find her someday though.. and when you do.. ill be happy for you..

its not that its too fast or what...

cos i know that once you feel this guy is the guy.. youll feel the happiness no other can give...

i know..

hindi naman ako magpapakasal... haha.. pro ewan.. ill do give it a try when that guy deserves my chances of taking risks. and when he also deserves me as well.

talked to ry about it nga eh... about my search and all... sbi ba nman..

"grbe.. prang basted ka lng ng basted.. sakit nman nun.. haha"

hindi nman ksi sa gnun..

sorry na.. again..

i thought about it.. and realized... ayko na rin muna..

ill put aside my search for now..

im getting psyched about college anyway..

if it comes the it comes.

may it be.

so...

there...

...

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my guest my best :)

today was labor day and the first day of spiderman 3.
kamusta naman ang trabaho?
ANG SAYA. SOOBRA. =D

sobrang peak hour yung shift namin ngaun, nakakapagod but its all good. :)
nakakatuwa ang morning shift, kasi abot ka talaga sa opening ng teriyaki boy. bago magstart, lahat ng staff mag-gather muna sa dining table ksma mga manager and paguusapan kung anu man ang dapat pagusapan. nakakatuwa tlga cla may morning exercise pang nalalaman. exercise of bowing. imagine. laf3p tlga. :) and syempre hindi mawawala ang morning prayer.
unfortunately, nirerenovate ang bar. so the bar was moved to the function room. kya ang mga beverage pag isserve, self service na nming gngwa. pero fun prin. :)
double ng guests ang mga sinerve ko since yesterday compared sa afternoon shift. pero namimiss ko prin ung pm shift ksi dun mostly nangyyri ang mga kwentuhan.
buddy ko khpon si james (he really works there) saya :) nakakatuwa siya pati narin si sir micheal (training manager).. haha. fun nya eh. :)

smile :)
my guest my best :)
2, 5, 10 :)

break na daw sila. lol.

waahaha. tagal ko nang ndi nagbblog. sbi daw ni da update ko na daw blog ko. onga nman ang tgal na since naupdate ko 2.
to really update you, sbi skin ni da, break na raw sila ni fishelle. so tragic. kaya pala i saw her crying in the aquarium, :)) buti daw hindi xa nalunod dahil sa mga luha nya.. lol.

so how was my work anyway? loove ittt =p i love working at teriyaki boy. teriyaki boy is <3 :)
working with the guys is much fun. dami kalokohan. lalo na si sir anthony, dmi tinuro skin na mga secret ingredients sa bar. lol :p ill surely miss them pag ntpos na to. haay.

late ako sa prym knna. nagpasama kc mom ko sa town eh. hehe. onga pala, may 3 na bagong pasok sa prym :) weee :) si yanyan, rejeanne and ira.. unfortunately, cancelled or postponed ung outing ng prym.. sayang excited pa nman ako. hehe.

anyway, yesterday i was with my highschool friends. i miss them! grbe. old times. we watched the game of fellas at heva. ayun panalo sila. tambak ata ung score. lol. i saw jake (huwattttt) ahaha! si bonbon payat na, kkbball.. si fred afro nnman :p
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friends nalang tlga.. :)

fishelle.honey ni d.a. lol =D

this day was very tiring. well for one, its because i went to ortigas then went to cavite. i would very much want to skip the cavite part because i would just feel helpless.

anyway, i went to ortigas for the orientation of the junior summer crew in teriyaki boy. must say.. twas boring, except for the part when they gave us time to mingle with our.. hmm.. new friends i guess. :) i cant say going there was worth it even though we had our free lunch. sana pinakuha ko nalang kay dre yung uniform ko nakaabot pa sana ko. haay buhay talaga.

so diane, zenda, da and kuya gino went to my house again to finalize our project for this saturday's activity. wee.. fun talaga. :p ayun, pagdating ni da sa haus laki kagad nung ngiti kasi nakita nya ang kanyang lovable girlfriend na fish, namely FISHelle. na love at first sight ata si da kagabi eh. waha.
nagorder ulit kami ng pizza, di na ata kami nagsawa sa pizza.. naglaro ulit ng prime suspects.. nakakaadik ba talaga? ahaha.

so yun. even though i was really tired and feeling helpless on my way home.. my friends helped me forget how sad i was even though for just a little while.. thanks guys :) salamat da sa iyong horror joke. that chinese man.
"manong. bili kayo puto. uwi pa ko china town."

lol. :p

dre, ill see you tom. morning :)

i miss my friends. =/

summer job

so ok, here's the thing. the other day, a girl from teriyaki boy just called and said to come back again for another interview. and this time, she told me to go to the festival branch. yesterday, i went there to have my interview. and guess what, i got in! i didnt expect that she would accept me immediately after having the interview. what i expected was that she was gonna call again. she was like, "so ok the orientation is on the 18th blah blah blah,etc.. and i do hope you wont be late on your 1st day blah blah" and then suddenly, it hit me.. 18th..... as i remember, i have an interview in lasalle dasma.. i was thinking how would i manage my time? the orientation will be held at eastwood, 930-12 pm.. and the interview will be held at lasalle dasma, 1-5 pm... goodluck nalang talaga! and eto pa, nahiwalay ako kela roni and drea.. they are gonna be working at the south supermarket.. waah.. gutso ko magpalipat! my working hours will be at 2-5.30pm. super liit lang ng sweldo, pero ok lng din kasi free food.. mmmm.. =)
still, i need help. professional help.
so help me God.

search for the happy horse.

today i went to bona coffee to meet up with my co-graduates at prym. kuya gino was also there.
bona coffee. great place. zenda and i saw this cake, entitled "better than sex". funny. i mean. who names those kind of cakes? lol.
went to big apple after. chillax lang.
after zenda, kuya bry and vic left, kuya gino, gelo and i went on a search for a happy horse. twas hilarious to find out that there's another kind of red horse. and sobrang bihira lang makakita nun. so gelo, you have an assignment to do on saturday. buy 3 happy horse for kuya gino's mix. atleast 1 happy horse, then i'd be happy na rin. lol.
went to ruins after the search. made kwentuhan with kuya gino and gelo, mejo daming napagusapan.bitin kasi i had to go home na. oh well. theres saturday pa naman. see you guys.